Showing posts with label Whimsy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Whimsy. Show all posts

8/24/15

The Night Circus

The Circus left that night.
In the darkness—out of all the countless tents that morning—only the Big Top remained, its red and white stripes showing gray in the dim moonlight.  It was drained of color.  Clouds scudded across the sky, casting strangely shaped shadows along the ground—curving and rippling, seeming to rise up from the grass to grope the surroundings. 
Everything had been packed up—vendor’s booths, animal tents, performer’s tents, wagons, trollies—disappearing under the fabric of the big tent.  It was almost like magic.
Nothing breathed that night.  It was quiet; the type of quiet that makes shivers crawl along your skin, or perhaps the kind of quiet that suffocates you.  That is to say, it was not a good quiet.
In the thickness of the dark, unseen by any, a huge cloud left its track in the sky and descended toward the open field where the tent stood, alone.  It came closer and closer, billowing and getting bigger and thicker before finally settling right above the Big Top.  It hung there from an invisible string, the unseen puppeteer using a master’s touch.  Then it enveloped the tent, coming down to the ground and wrapping around it until the tent could no longer be distinguished in the thick whiteness.
Slowly, carefully, the cloud rose back up, higher and higher, carrying the tent within it.  Farther into the sky it flew, until one couldn’t separate it from the other clouds.
The night sky hadn’t changed.  It was the same as ever.  Clouds puffed and evolved into odd configurations; a dragon, an ice cream cone, a trolley flitting across the pockmarked face of the moon.
And one looked rather like a very large Circus tent.
The Circus had gone.



7/7/15

There Was a Princess

"She lived in a castle with birds flying about, day and night, carrying their music in from the surrounding mountains.  She was not a frail, milk-skinned princess as most were won't to think princesses should be.  The mountain air had seeped into her bones from the time she was a little child, feeding her with a love for wild things: a wolf’s howl on the full moon, a Lark’s song on a summer morning, the screech of an eagle as it dives for its prey.  She was lithe, with ruddy cheeks and tangled hair, and her legs were browned from the sun.
"A proper princess indeed.
"Nobody really knew her real name, except for her parents, because everybody called her Rose.  She spent so much time running about in the woods, among the trees and wild things, and plaiting flowers into her hair that she didn’t look a bit like she belonged with a Proper Name.  Rose fit her much better. 
"All day long she dreamed of faraway places, exotic princes and kings, the feeling of a strange mountain’s mist upon her face, a foreign land’s dirt beneath her feet.  With her head full of cobwebs and stars it was a wonder that she ever learned anything.  Every day, when she was convinced to come inside, her tutors had to brush the tangles from her mind with a special little brush.  But every day they gathered again: pictures of tropical birds, colorful plants, lavish spices, faraway ships going to faraway places…  And each time she dreamed, the urge in her little chest to see the world grew stronger and stronger until she thought she might burst from the pure wanting of it.

"I should know.  For that little girl was me."

2/5/13

Once Upon a Time


“Once upon a time, there was a boy. He lived in a village that no longer exists, in a house that no longer exists, on the edge of a field that no longer exists, where everything was discovered, and everything was possible. A stick could be a sword, a pebble could be a diamond, a tree, a castle. 

"Once upon a time, there was a boy who lived in a house across the field, from a girl who no longer exists. They made up a thousand games. She was queen and he was king. In the autumn light her hair shone like a crown. They collected the world in small handfuls, and when the sky grew dark, and they parted with leaves in their hair.

"Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering.”

-Nicole Krauss, The History of Love

That is so beautiful, I don't even want to think.  It makes me shrivel up inside because I will never be able to write something as gorgeous.  

-Editor

2/4/13

Pinterest

Oh, yes, Pinterest.  Actually, I should probably refer to it as The Black Hole of Procrastination.  TBHP from now on.  It is very effective for getting out of schoolwork and inspiration for my novels.

Yes.  Inspiration.

Most of my boards a chock full of lovely story inspiration, beautiful pictures of foggy landscapes, misty crags, sunny fields...  Oh, the things you can find in TBHP.

So–you know me, putting the pro in procrastination–I made a board for The Lightcatcher.  It has been quite fun, and I am hoping to add more pins as time goes on.  Or as I accumulate more and more schoolwork.

THE BOARD OF AWESOMENESS...sort of

Anyway, thought y'all might be interested.  And if not, then...well, then that's fine too.

Cheers.

12/4/12

Publishing

Okay, guys.  I have decided to do it.  I'm going to publish an E-Book entitled "Stars in Your Fingers: a collection of reflections and stories."

What do y'all think?  I should hopefully be giving y'all a link later this week...  I mean, if I get it up, I can officially say I'm PUBLISHED, PEOPLE!  I could say that I am now an author.

I'm really not sure if people will buy it, but if you could spread the word...?  Because that's pretty much all I'm going on: word of mouth.

Anyway, I'm really, really excited.

'Till next time.

-Newsie.

10/25/12

Cast of Characters: The Lightcatcher

So I have decided to come up with a cast of characters for The Lightcatcher, since that is what I have been working on lately.

Finley Devens


My main protagonist named Fin is a spunky, skinny girl of fifteen, and I imagine her to look like a slightly younger version of Jessie Buckley.  Especially the hair!  Finley has that hair.  She also has grey eyes, a faintly different smile, a forsaken flyer named Maggie, and a bottle of raspberry pop.

Lark McCarthy


I love me some gingers.  This is Lark, who I imagine to be slightly older with more prominent cheek bones and an indifferent and offhand look about him.  The first encounter he has with Finley involves a battered bicycle, some bruised ribs, and a whole sack of beans spilled in the street.  He is one of the current Sentinels, competing in this year's sentinel trials.

Trig Devens



I tried to find a good picture for Trig, but this is all I could come up with.  He is Fin's seventeen-year-old, fun-loving yet quiet cousin.  He has brown hair and a drawling way of talking.

Sid Brooks


Sid Brooks.  Well, how much should I say about him without spoiling it?  I haven't introduced him yet, and I'm working on fleshing him sometime later in the novel.  However, he is awesome (he told me so himself) and a half-wild solo balloonist.  

Mr. Bagshaw


The old keeper of Davenport library and Fin's good friend who loves wildflowers and takes one cup of Chamomile before bed to ease his aching joints.  Isn't he cute?  

Ash Devens



Ash is slightly younger than this boy, with sandy blond hair.  He likes to tinker with mechanics and all the girls at school think he's adorable.

Bree Devens


A thirteen-year-old version of this girl, Bree loves to read du jour magazines and is hopelessly falling for the grocer's errand boy.

And there you have it––some of the characters from The Lightcatcher.  I haven't had suitable time to elaborate on Lark's group of friends, so I didn't put any character pictures for them.  

But you get the general gist of my people.  Yes, they're my people.  

-Newsie



8/24/12

Lost in Literature

This isn't really a book review.  It is more of...an "appreciation" for a great book [series, actually] that I feel gets looked over.  



Everybody knows of Mary Poppins right?  Julie Andrews singing "Just a teaspoon of sugar makes the medicine go down, medicine go doooown..." instantly comes to mind.  But what most people don't know is that is based off of a book, or two books, by P.L. Travers: Mary Poppins and Mary Poppins Comes Back.  

As a child, Mary Poppins was one of my favorite Disney movies.  I loved the scene where they all have tea on the ceiling and have to think of something sad to get down.  And my favorite part is when they go into the chalk picture and ride carousel horses and ride in a horse race.  

But I can remember picking up the book Mary Poppins from our shelf one day and, feeling some doubt, starting to read it.  It was during that time I was in the musical The Little Mermaid, and I would sit backstage on off-time during rehearsals and shows and devour Mary Poppins.  I quickly read the three sequels we had, and loved every one of them!  

What is quite sad is that everyone has heard of the movie, but no one has heard of the books!  I think I am the only person I know of who has read them [or at least four of them].  While reading, they enchanted me with their tales of a magical nanny who has no tolerance of nonsense; Jane and Michael who are caught up on wild adventures; John and Barbara, the twins; Robertson Aye, the gardener who has a hidden secret; the People Under the Dandelions; and a whole host of other characters including Admiral Boom, the Ice Cream man, Ellen the housekeeper, and Mrs. Brill the cook.  



These books are sheer genius.  The first being published in 1934 in London, it tells about the Banks family living on Number Seventeen Cherry Tree Lane and their extraordinary experiences with a truly extraordinary nanny.  The writing is fresh, brilliant, and classic.  The characters well-developed and memorable.  


Some may think it is a childish book, and yes, Mary Poppins is perfect for children to read.  But I still enjoy every bit of it.  And C.S. Lewis once said, “A children's story that can only be enjoyed by children is not a good children's story in the slightest.” 

So if you are looking for a good read, then I highly suggest Mary Poppins.  Sit back with a nice cup of tea and lose yourself in London early 1900s, with Miss Lark and her dog Andrew, Bart the Pavement Artist, Miss Corrie and her gingerbread, the Balloon Lady whose balloons cary you over the park, and Mary Poppins herself. 

Add a wild East Wind, an elegant ball beneath the sea, a trip to a distant planet, a remarkable experience under the marigolds in the park, Miss Calico's enchanted candy canes, a circus in the sky, and timeless London jargon and you are in for a wild, classic adventure.

[Don't forget to vote on the poll!]

-The Newsie

5/10/12

Things I love

I have a lot of things that I love.  Here are a few.

All Star Chucks:


Foggy Mornings:


Fall Leaves:


Dancing in the Rain:


Seeing New Places:


Soaring:


Laughing:


Theatre:


A Good Book:


Dogs:


Doing Crazy Things With My Best Friend:


Swimming in the Ocean:



Flying Like a Bird:


Writing:


Toms:



My Aviator:


Vintage Planes:


Black Coffee With a Dollop of Ice Cream:




And a lot of other things...that would take a whole volume to write down.  

-Editor




4/26/12

So, I was in the newspaper office...

Today I hung around the local newspaper office.  It's really fun in there, and I'm just kind of watching over everybody's shoulders and learning what goes into creating a newspaper.  And...they have a whole bunch of cabinets with bound editions of newspapers over the years, and I got to look at the 1944 edition!  It was so awesome!  I barely scratched the surface (only going from January through early March '44) but it was so cool!  The pages are yellowing and crackling, so I was extremely careful.  I mentally kicked myself so many times for not bringing a camera, or I would have had loads to show you guys!  Next time I'll bring one.

Anyway, here are a few clips of ads and things that I wrote down:

An ad for women's shoes saying, "Not rationed!"

"Toilet paper: 3 rolls for 19 cents!"  That one cracked me up.

This bit was in the column about our service men and women.  A young man wrote to his folks back home (in our local town) and this was at the end of his letter: "I hope you will have a big Christmas over there, but I guess it will be just another day for us over here.  Send me some candy and peanuts if you can get them[...]and don't worry about me."  

I also saw in a service column a notification of a local couple's son who was a casualty.  He was only twenty years, and my eyes started stinging when I read the announcement.  

I also saw an obituary for a lady who was 85 years old: "...survived by 5 sons, 2 daughters, 16 grandchildren, 10 great grandchildren, and 2 great-great grandchildren."  Can you imagine???

I saw an ad that made me smile: "Six novels added to City Library."  I guess they were the newest bestsellers.  

Another ad offered free pick-up for dead and crippled animals: "Our army needs the vital material they contain for munitions."  

"Buy bonds.  Let's be soldiers at home!"

"Local soldier in Italy nursed back to health by [our county's name] girl!"  That was a really neat story.  A soldier, who was progressing worse in his condition, in Italy met a nurse and discovered they were both from the same hometown here in Texas.

Then I saw a column about a soldier from my community [a tiny community no one has really heard of] who was honored twice with the silver star!

"This is 1944!  What will you do to make it the victory year?"

Anyway, that was my little journey into the past today, and I saw a lot more stuff like that.  I had a lot of fun, and the newspaper office is awesome!  They have an old typewriter sitting on the table and vintage cameras and film in the window!  Go on, be jealous...  Well, that is, unless you're really not. 

And in that light, I will bid you so long.

-Editor

3/17/12

Recollections of You..

I can't remember the first time I saw you.  Perhaps it was on the playground in second grade, perhaps running around kicking a ball with all of your friends--I'm not really sure.  You were just always there.  I can remember the first time you spoke to me, however.  You were playing catch with your friends, like always, and you accidentally hit me with the baseball.  And your face was red as you apologized.  The next day you sat beside me at lunch, even though your friends made fun of you at recess.  But pretty soon you and I were best friends, and I was accepted as part of your pals.  Things sped up quickly--I really don't know how it all happened that fast.  But we were still in high school when the U.S. entered the war.  And you insisted you had to help, to enlist.  I argued, tried to persuade you against it, but no, you wouldn't listen.  If only you had...

And I can still recall that day––that bitter day with the cold sun shining through the clouds, dead grass crunching underneath my feet.  And you just grabbed both my hands with your own, and blurted out the question, going very quickly for fear I would say no.  And when I did say yes, your ears got red and you breathed a sigh of relief, seeming to forget I was standing there for a moment.  Then you gave me the engagement ring: a single band of cheap metal, saying that later, when you came home from fighting, you would be able to afford better.  And then we could get married and buy a house somewhere and settle down--you promised me, you promised.  And then you kissed me, pulling away rather quickly and coughing, but very pleased with yourself that you had had the courage.  

I begged you not to go--not till we could graduate high school and get married.  But no.  You enlisted, lying about your age, and at seventeen went to war--a flyboy, a pilot.  You would make me proud, you said.  I would be proud to be your girl, and later, your wife.  And I was, really, I was.  Until I got the telegram...that accursed telegram.  You were wounded, but I was thankful.  I thanked God you were alive.  And then they sent you home to a hospital with a severe head injury, warning me that you could suffer from amnesia.  I visited you every day, praying that you would live.  And you did, you did live!  But you had no idea who I was, where I had come from, or what I had meant to you...  And never did remember, ever.  You had promised me that we would have a life together, but you broke that promise.  You broke it.  And you'll never know how much I loved you.  You love someone else now.  She has the life I always thought of as mine--still think of as mine.  It should have been mine.  

And do you know that I still have that old ring you gave me?  I still keep it on my finger, reminding myself of that boy with floppy ears and unkempt hair who was so shy and awkward around girls.  And who swung me around in his arms till we both got dizzy and fell down.  That boy went off to war...and never came back.  That boy is not you.  You are not yourself anymore.  

And for some crazy notion, I almost wish you would read this--but that is impossible.  You will never love me again, never look at me the same way.  And I'm still crying inside, but it's time to move on.  And so I will, with everything I can muster.  

But if it makes any difference, I still love you...and always will.  You just don't love me back.  

3/15/12

Wanderlust...

Wanderlust.  That word just is so mysterious and beautiful.  When defined in the dictionary, it means "a strong desire to travel."  A strong desire to travel...  Such a simple definition for such a strong word.  But wanderlust means so much more than just wanting to see places.  It means wanderer, rambler, roamer...  Wanderlust ties two words together: Wander and lust, to create something that means so much more than its definition.  To have wanderlust is to have a strong need to escape reality at home, to travel to different places, to experience new things.  

You hear of wanderers in all the stories, permanently on the move, never staying in one place too long--and you wonder, how do they do it?  Are they forever outcasts?  And then you ask yourself, do they like it that way?  Are they fond of living the life of a nomad?  

Or do they have the wanderlust deep in their hearts, never able to ignore it, but never really able to accept it?  

Wanderlust...a longing, yearning, a hunger to see what lies beyond the horizon--to explore the uncharted waters, comb the uninhabited mountains, searching for something...something to fill the cavity in your heart: a space that can never be filled.  

-Editor

3/13/12

Down the road...

I walk, the leaves crunching under my feet, breaking into tiny filaments of flaming crimson, orange, gold, brown...  And still I walk that well-known path, the trees casting fingers of shadow over my course, what is left of their foliage rattling in the breeze.  And I can't sort things in my mind.  I can't make sense of it all.  The brook plays soft music to my ear, trying to calm me, sooth me with the sounds of the forest.  

Will he remember me?  All our visits, me making tea, him telling stories--all written down in the red-bound journal clutched under my arm.  Will he recall my face?  How he used to laugh at my blunders when trying to make the perfect cup of tea?  "Boil the water first, then measure the tea.  Let steep for exactly three minutes--any longer and it's too strong, shorter and it's too weak..."  I can hear his voice clear and plain in my head as his wrinkled hands poured our drinks into cracked mugs.  His hair was grey, would it be white now?  And would he even remember my book?  The one I was writing...the one he helped me discover...?  Or has age addled his mind so that I'm just a face in a sea of unrecognizable faces--no one of consequence...anymore.  

I keep walking, crumbling the leaves, crushing them into fine dust to litter the forest floor--mere shadows of their former glory...

I lay down my pen and stare out the window.  Leaves are beginning to fall, swirling around in tiny eddies akin to whirlpools as they tumble to the ground.  I sigh and stand up, leaving my paper on the desk, half finished--the last sentence scrawled in a nearly undecipherable hand.

-Editor

3/8/12

Be Yourself

What does that mean?  How can you be anyone else?  Who else would you be?  But being yourself is so much more than just living your life.  It means not succumbing to peer pressure--all kinds, not just from your friends.  What about the media?  Celebrities?  News?  All of these can influence how we live, how our attitude is, what we look like.

I have problems with this, just like anyone else does.  But if I like my worn-out converse even though  people say they look terrible, I still wear them.  If I like a vintage skirt even though it's out of style, I'll still wear it.

But doing what you want to do is still hard.  What if you want to embrace a career of acting instead of  your parents wishes for you to become an English teacher?  What if you want to be a writer, a traveler, a messenger of words instead of respectable lawyer?

I recently watched the movie Billy Elliot, and in it Billy lets Mrs. Wilkinson (the dance teacher) read a letter that is very special to him.  The letter is from his dead mum, and in it she tells Billy how proud she was to have known him, for however short a while--and how she will have missed his growing up, and missed telling him off.  She signs it with "Always be yourself.  I love you forever, -Mam."

And this scene just touched me so much, because even as Mrs. Wilkinson is reading aloud, Billy is reciting the words as well--and you know he's memorized the whole letter by heart.  And it is so sweet and such a touching scene with beautiful acting that it almost makes me cry.

Being yourself means dancing like no one is watching.  Singing like no one can hear.  Acting like nobody cares.  Writing a book you'd like to read.

So go on.  Dare.  Dream.  Believe.  And make it happen.

Be yourself.

-Editor

3/6/12

Solace

Water everywhere, around you, caressing your hair, pushing in on both sides, holding you captive with its force.  Muffled sounds reach down to you from up above, on the surface where air and light...and pain abound.  And you take comfort in your water solace, wanting to block out everything else--embracing the silence.

When I was little, I wished very badly that our whole room would flood with clear, crystal water and I could just swim around in it without any restriction.  Even now, I think that it would be totally awesome.  And down there, out of the reach of sights, sounds, and hurt, I would wrap the heavy water around me like a mantel and forget about everything.  Swimming is like a therapy for me--diving down clear to the bottom, then sitting there for as long as I can hold my breath and just revel in the feeling of being rocked back and forth by the liquid cloak enveloping me.

Out of the way.  Free from everything up on the surface--responsibility, expectations.  Lying there forever, and ever.  Escaping reality.

But if you stay down too long, the water will engulf you and become your watery grave.  You will drown.  And I can't help but think, that this is an illustration of life.  You can't escape things forever.  You have to learn to face them sooner or later.  But if you wait too long, everything will suffocate you.

And you pull your fingers through the water, kick with your feet, your lungs bursting, and break the surface.  Breath in the cool, sweet air--hear the sights and sounds assault your senses once again as you leave behind your place of solace and step into the real world.

Ultimately facing yourself.  

-Editor

3/5/12

Dare...

...to jump!  Be free!  Don't let anything hold you back.  Looking over the brink, into the abyss, the dark, terrifying chasm--and you feel your heart in your throat.  You close your eyes, and bite your lip, trying to force yourself to take the leap, the jump that will change your life.


And I leap.  And I fall.  And I reach out my flailing arms, hoping that someone will catch me.  The fear chokes in my throat, and I keep falling, grasping at anything to keep me stable--something, someone, to break my fall.

But you know?  They always do.  No matter where you fall, how you jumped, or when you leaped--someone will always be there to pick you up, even if you don't see who it is at the time.  So let go of all restraints, don't let life get you down.


Dance in the street.  Sing in the rain.  Count the stars.  Let the balloon float to the sky.  Watch the delight on a child's face.

Live.  Dream.  Love.

Be yourself...and soar!

-Editor